Wednesday, June 3, 2009

four weeks...

I cannot believe it's only been four weeks since Nate died.
I woke up and looked at the clock..It was 7:58 am.
We already knew that Nate was gone at this time four weeks ago.
All I can think about every Wednesday are the events that happened on May 6.

Thankfully, I have a lot to do today. I feel like I just go through the motions of the day just so I can mark another box off my calendar. I know in my head that in six months it won't be as bad as it is today. At least I hope it won't be as bad as it is right now. I'm not sure why I've picked that mark but I'm just trying to get to six months..I still can't believe it's only been 4 weeks. It feels like we have been stuck in some type of time warp (sp?) and time is just standing still.

I'm making myself get up now and start my day. It's too hard lately just to sit around and think about things....

1 comment:

  1. Still praying... peace and comfort, the Love of the Father on you and your husband.